Sorry about the delay of the "album" or whatever im making. I am really taking my time with it and i want it to be good if im going to put my name on it.
Sometimes I think im never gonna be good enough to matter at anything. I love to make the music i do even if im not satisfied with it ever, but motivation is hard when a person sees all the more talented people around here on NG and everywhere really. Everyone matters. Everyone is an artist. And its great! it really is. I guess I never really understood what it meant to want to be good at something but not to be better than others, just to be good enough to matter. Im sure someone somewhere will think or say that I do matter, in fact someone already has and I thank that person. That's not the message here. The message is I honestly have no idea what im doing and after so many years i'm still trying to figure it out. The struggle is real and thats why I'm not as creative as i used ot be and why the "albums" are not coming out like they used to.
I'm gonna try harder and i'm not gonna give up. Even if no one notices or cares I'll be making more tracks. If anyone out there enjoys them I guess look forward to them and thanks for all the support from everyone. You make it all worthwhile.